i guess realizing that my boyfriend spends more days and nights with his friends than he does with me is finally taking a toll on me. i’m not saying i don’t like the fact that he hangs out with his friends, though. that’s not at all what i’m saying. i love when he does. and, knowing that, i wish i had another person to spend my nights and days with aside from my boyfriend because on weeks like these past few when he seems to have more time for them than he does for me.but like i said, i love him too much to say that to him. or maybe i just don’t understand why lately those times are never with me.